Oct 18, 2012


I miss her so much! I miss her sweet little eyes looking at me
The most precious little eyes- I need to see her eyes
The sting of her not being here is as awful as it was a week ago
I miss this little peanut, more than words can describe
The pain is real
It hurts.  all day.  everyday.

I am not the first person to lose a child
Why does it feel like I am
This is too awful for anyone to go through
Mortality is mean and vicious 

I just want to rewind
or fast forward
anywhere but here

I feel like I can't breath
I Hate this!