Oct 3, 2013

The day hearts stopped

One year ago My little girl's heart stopped beating
In many ways my heart has never recovered

In a conversation with a heart surgeon the other day he agreed that I have suffered takotsubo.
There are so many experiences from that day that I cannot yet talk about, but receiving the news that my Mia's heart had stopped was the most devastating moment in my entire life up until that point.  I still believed that she would be fine, but was in shock that this had actually happened.  

The sadness is overwhelming much of the time. 

October 3rd will forever be the day that changed my life and stopped my heart 
from beating the same! 

One of the last pictures of my sweet baby girl

Our very last snuggle